Cinnamoroll_lova's Xanga

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 00:35:00 GMT

Amanda > You.

Is xanga getting back in fashion? No. It's not. It's as dead as JFK. But, I do find myself on here more than usual. And, it's cooler than myspace. Seriously- when movies start to advertise themselves on myspace, you know the end is near.

My old entries are fascinating, even to me. Hardly remember writing them.

Let's get crazy, talk about our big plans, places that you're going.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:10:52 GMT

Xanga isn't much anymore.. I love livejournal more. Myspace is just ghetto.

Many drafts have been written up here, of varying degrees and length. None of them were worthy of this blog, really.

My music tastes have gotten much better. I'm starting to not like powerpop- pop punk and pop rock are awesome. Powerpop is just cheesy.

Surrounded By Lions, Joy Electric, Saves The Day, Something Corporate/Jack's Mannequin, Boy Kill Boy, Boys Like Girls, and the early november have been added to my ipod nano. I like how I've diversified myself, musically.

I've discovered how many different types of Synesthesia that I have, and that's made my life so much more interesting. I understand myself more than I have ever realized because of this, and I realize how different I am from the world. I see the world differently than everyone else does. I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing.

Sight->Sound
Sound -> Color
Grapheme -> Color
Taste -> Color
Touch -> Color
Scent -> Color
Time Syn
Temperature -> Color
Emotion -> Touch
Emotion -> Color

There's bound to be more that I missed. Synesthesia is such an in-depth thing. At times, I do feel very overwhelmed- like at parties, because the colors just come running to me. If you don't know me that well, then you'd probably think I'm on LSD.

http://www.wikipedia.org/wiki/synesthesia

You can tell that this blog is very well retired. I come here occasionally. It's nice reading my old entries- my typing style has changed, as well as the way I talk/write.

http://ismsarebad.livejournal.com

This is the blog that I usually write in. It is updated daily.

Until next time,

- Amanda

Friday, March 31, 2006

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 00:38:46 GMT

teehee I hardly ever write here..

I clicked the icon by mistake..

NEW BANDS:

cartel

attracted to miss

midtown

copeland

men women and children

... And thats about it..

I want to sound like a huge music connoseur..

I think that has an I in it..

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 23:21:38 GMT

YEAH!

CARMINA LIKES READING MY FREAKING BLOGS!

I bet you do too.

Dont you????

ok so it is currentlg raining outside and I am soaking wet EVEN THOUGH I am inside, and by the heater.

AND I'M WRITING A XANGA BLOG.

So you know , yeah.

yesterday I downloaded new songs byy..:

A day at the fair

attracted to miss

the actual

new years day

no use for a name

we are the fury

no one goes home

shut up siegmund freud

wishful thinking

what about chad

if youre lucky

four year strong

AND

boys like girls.

nope, I'm sorry, I'm not that rich

got it off a free download site.

LEGAL, YES.

TELLING YOU WHAT IT IS, NO.

got to keep y'all waiting.

yeah.

just love it.

SO IT IS FREAKING

WEDNESDAY, THE EIGHTH OF MARCH OF THE YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND FREAKING SIX.

RIGHTEOUS.

I told lorren that yesterday

telling her that date would be today

and she was like

omg I've been waiting for a whole year for that day.

BETTER GET FREAKING READY LORREN

GET IT FREAKING READY!

TIME TO DANCE.

thanks to lorren, I have the words, Emo reangers or bus, written on my arm.

and the word butt. but you'll have to wait.

yes.

oh and you all, if you have any expertise, will have to let me know how to put up my podcast.

because I feel so lame telling you about it, and not listening to it.

and also, I havent earned any rad points. I'm starting to think that people think I am making it all up.

YES. THAT KIND OF LOSERS ATTENDED CENTRAL KITSAP.

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 15:28:07 GMT

xanga is dead.

but I guess thats ok

I am sick and currently not at school.

so I feel like crap.

I want to take a nap

butthen again

i probably wont

i dont know

pepe assembly was yesterday

i went to study hall

i've learned to love the lie.

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Monday, February 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 00:03:28 GMT

Gosh I really have nothing else to do.

So, I am going to make myself a case for my ipod.

I guess moda has taught me one thing. Only one thing; I can sew.

its so rad.

I'm making myself a purse.

Too bad I don't really use purses.

If I can, I'll get allie to take a pic of it, and I'll put it up!

It'll be rad.

So rad.

Forget about Dooney and Burke, this is the RAD thing.

teeeeehhheee.

Actually, I don't know how I'm gonna do this, I've sewed up most of it.

I'm tired and sleepy so

bye party people.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 19:26:30 GMT

Uhm, today I didn't go to school.

Haunter died last night in his sleep.

My eyes hurt so bad, my head does too. My stomache has this stupid feeling and I feel so horrible.

It was so sad.

After I got home from school I did my homework and stuff .

Later on at like, seven , I held haunter and he was shaking so bad. He was also very cold.

So, I held him until about eight thirty, I was crying so hard.

I was holding him and he was so lifeless, when I put him down he wouldnt move to get comfortable, he just stayed wherever I put him. He was also breathing out of his mouth, he never breathes out of his mouth.

So I thought he was thirsty and tried to get him some water but he wouldnt drink it, I put the thing by his mouth and he wouldnt drink so I moved the ball on it and it got in his mouth, but then all the water fell out of his mouth because he wasnt moving. He was breathing, he just didnt do anything.

I was crying so hard.

So I put him back in his cage and I woke up at around 1:55 and I picked him up and he wasnt breathing. I started crying and I didnt manage to get back to sleep, so dad let me stay home.

I dont want to go to school tomorrow for the same reason why i didnt go today, I am afraid that I'll end up crying.

I am still crying right now

This sucks. I feel like crap. My eyes are all red, my face is all puffy, I am so sore, my stomache hurts so bad. I can't stand it.

mom said that he had a good life and that he was lucky to have such a loving owner.

It sucks because he has been suffering for so long, he couldn't see.

I guess its because he is so old.

He is at least four.

Maybe even five.

I am so used to him being around all the time, now that he isn't, it makes me feel so empty. This time I mean it.

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 17:02:36 GMT

I'm sorry, lovers. I didn't mean to be away for so long, myspace has taken over..

Lets see.. While I'm here, I would like to talk about things going on.

Which is pretty much nothing, but hey, this is my xangaa.

In the now, my foot is asleep.

uh huh.

oh! I can download my own songs now..

So I have:

Panic! At the Disco

Something Corporate

even MORE of the Academy is...

spitalfield

oh! and Gatsby's American Dream..

I love it.

I talked to Ryan a few days ago. I couldn't say that it was spectacular.

Just like it was before.

Here's a little bit:

Aev92: exactly.
Aev92: i closed the window.
Aev92: i do that alot.
Aev92: lol
Aev92: sorry
Aev92: ok so wordy people.
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: ahhhhhhhhhhh
purple ephelant7: u type too fast
Aev92: i do
Aev92: i will give you time!
Aev92: dont worry about being fast
purple ephelant7: ist like im constanantly forgetting wut im saying
Aev92: i know lol
Aev92: you have no idea how bad i am with things like that
Aev92: lately
Aev92: i've been trying to figure out how i think and stuff
Aev92: its weird
Aev92: i realize how..
purple ephelant7: can u read this
Aev92: unorganized i am
Aev92: yupp
purple ephelant7: jugfajh
Aev92: nope
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: hgdfy
purple ephelant7: aww darn
Aev92: it looks
Aev92: like
Aev92: spaces.
purple ephelant7: jyftuytruy
purple ephelant7: okughsioughpfughap
purple ephelant7: l;kghlksdfgj
purple ephelant7: fklghioasdfgy
Aev92: ok
purple ephelant7:
purple ephelant7:
purple ephelant7:
purple ephelant7:
purple ephelant7:
Aev92: now i see it on the im catcher
Aev92: now i dont.
purple ephelant7:   can u read it now
Aev92: yup!
Aev92: happytime!
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: could you read the stuff i wrote before
Aev92: no
Aev92: lol
Aev92: the im catcher would get some of it
Aev92: but thats it
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: ok
purple ephelant7: whats an im catcher?
Aev92: what? did you write some deep dark secrets and didnt want me to know?
Aev92: it gets ims
Aev92: so
Aev92: if youre looking at something online
Aev92: it'll let you know if you get an im
purple ephelant7: o u meen the beepy noise
Aev92: no
Aev92: at the bottom right
Aev92: if youre looking at something
Aev92: and you get an im
Aev92: it'll say who wrote the im and what it says
Aev92: maybe you have to set it
Aev92: but yeah
purple ephelant7: ok
purple ephelant7: can u read this
Aev92: through im catcher, i can.
purple ephelant7: o
purple ephelant7: darn
Aev92: but it doesnt show alot of the time
Aev92: it only shows if you arent looking at the windo
Aev92: w
purple ephelant7: got it
Aev92: yay
Aev92: have you ever watched the breakfast club?
purple ephelant7: nope
purple ephelant7: sry
Aev92: darn it
Aev92: lol
Aev92: nobody has watched it!
Aev92: its really funny
Aev92: its an eighties movie.
purple ephelant7: ya i know
Aev92: i love it!
purple ephelant7: ive heard of it
Aev92: "shut up! I have a wrestling meet this weekend and i dont want to miss it on account of you boneheads"
Aev92: "and wouldnt that be a bite? missing a WHOLE WRESTLING MEET?"
purple ephelant7: huh
Aev92: "you wouldnt know, you havent ever competed in your life"
purple ephelant7: u wrestl?
Aev92: no
Aev92: its from the movie
purple ephelant7: thought so
purple ephelant7: just checking
Aev92: "I know, and I feel so empty inside because of it"
Aev92: lol
Aev92: "i have such A DEEP ADMIRATION for guys who roll around on the floor with other guys"
Aev92: "you wouldnt know, you dont have any goals"
Aev92: "oh, but i do.
purple ephelant7: oooooooooooook
Aev92: "I want to be JUST LIKE YOU.
Aev92: lol
Aev92: gosh
Aev92: i cant help it
Aev92: i love it,
Aev92: how about..
Aev92: ferris bueller?
purple ephelant7: ews that
Aev92: its a movie too.
Aev92: lol
Aev92: i have this new obsession with old movies.
Aev92: its kinda sad.
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: have u seen
purple ephelant7: eurotrip
Aev92: nope!
Aev92: lol
Aev92: this is funny
Aev92: i dont really watch the recent movies
purple ephelant7: harald and kumar go to white castle?
Aev92: no
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: aw its great
Aev92: the ring two?
Aev92: thats one recent movie i've watched.
purple ephelant7: nope only seen1
Aev92: ohh
Aev92: lol
Aev92: this is excellent
purple ephelant7: exsquisit
Aev92: lol
Aev92: do you have a myspace?
purple ephelant7: nope
Aev92: oh
Aev92: lots of people have myspaces
purple ephelant7: evryone talks about them
Aev92: yeah
Aev92: its amazing on how many people have them
Aev92: but like
Aev92: after a while
Aev92: it seems cliche to have one.
Aev92: so I'm not that enthusiastic about it
purple ephelant7: i guessed that
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: ys it so differant than xanga
Aev92: hm?
Aev92: i dont understand that sentence.
purple ephelant7: y is it so different from xanga
Aev92: i dont really know.
Aev92: lol
Aev92: its better than xanga by alor
Aev92: alot*
Aev92: its like
Aev92: you can send messages
Aev92: meanwhile on xange
Aev92: xanga*
Aev92: the only thing you really do is blog and comment
purple ephelant7: o
Aev92: myspace has comments, chat, games, messages, bulletins
Aev92: ohm
Aev92: y
Aev92: so much.
Aev92: but i dont really care
Aev92: its weird
purple ephelant7: i
purple ephelant7: heard
Aev92: you'd expect that i would be more into it.
purple ephelant7: that
purple ephelant7: stalkers
purple ephelant7: were
Aev92: on it!
purple ephelant7: using
Aev92: yup!
purple ephelant7: it
purple ephelant7: to
purple ephelant7: get
purple ephelant7: info
Aev92: laid!
purple ephelant7: on
purple ephelant7: people
Aev92: yeah kinda sorta
purple ephelant7: wow
Aev92: but its like
Aev92: this:
purple ephelant7: its funny wut u wrote
Aev92: its more protected than xanga
Aev92: so you can be friends with only certain people
Aev92: and they can only see your myspace
purple ephelant7: ya
Aev92: so whats new?
Aev92: i talk an awful lot about myself
purple ephelant7: no u dont
Aev92: i do
Aev92: i know it
purple ephelant7: nu uh
Aev92: uh huh
purple ephelant7: nu uh
Aev92: dont you nu uh my uh huh
purple ephelant7: o
purple ephelant7: sry
Aev92: jesus can only do that
Aev92: lol
purple ephelant7: lol
purple ephelant7: 8P
Aev92: thats a funny looking smilie
purple ephelant7: =P
Aev92: better
Aev92: =]
purple ephelant7: =)
Aev92: rad smilies make the world go round.
Aev92: =D
Aev92: happytime
Aev92: clappytime
purple ephelant7: slappytime
purple ephelant7: yaaaaaaaaaaaa
Aev92: ohmy
Aev92: thats so weired
Aev92: weird
Aev92: *
Aev92: i made up a clappy song
Aev92: and the next line was
Aev92: slappytime
purple ephelant7: wow
purple ephelant7: wierd
Aev92: very.
purple ephelant7: *
purple ephelant7: ur stary thing looks like a perso
Aev92: *
purple ephelant7: person
Aev92: it does!
Aev92: lol
Aev92: thats creepy.
purple ephelant7: *
purple ephelant7: ya
purple ephelant7: like
purple ephelant7: blair witch project
Aev92: yup
Aev92: lol

MUAHAHAHAHAH

THIS FONT ISNT BIG.

OKIE. this is it.

better and bigger.

but yeah that was a little bit of our convo. I sent it to allie so yeah.

TOMORROW IS SCHOOL AND ITS BORING.

i already have hw!

I hate it.

I am just bored..

I'm going to have to start chores in a half hour.

not fair.

and then hw.

which I hate soo.. yeahh.

this week is going to be full of..:

1. tests. in johnson, phimi and quick.

2. confused substitutes.

3. Murderous hobos. But that has to wait until another post.

ok the last week in music:

1. Weezer decides to go on a hiatus at the end of February.

2. Three members of A Static Lullaby left the band, which leaves two members: the vocalist and bassist. they plan on staying together and work on another album.. ? So I've heard.

OH NO!

I'm gonna get in trouble for the dishes..

I should get off. and end this post?

<333

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 18:20:07 GMT

Merry Christmas, fans.

You know, this christmas was pretty rad.

I dont want to brag but..

I got an ipod nano.

I know you don't care, but I had to post it somewhere!

So yeah. I also got all the books I wanted!

SO.

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I WISH YOU A VERY HAPPY AND JOYFUL HANUKAH.

AND THE OTHER HOLIDAYS, IF YOU PREFER.

<333

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 02:51:47 GMT

okie dokie.

so today consisted of:

Watching The Office for like, the fifty bajillionth time. gosh I love that show!

Talking with allie on the phone

making a cake and giving up on the icing.

yup. thats it.

I'm being woken up at like, five tomorrow to open presents.

I dont know what I'll get, but I really hope that I get some books =D

I love my new book.

My new book from the library is just too cool.

"she stops and nods at some of the patients come tostand around and stare out of eyes all red and puffy with sleep. she nods once to each. Precise, automatic gesture. Her face is smooth, calculated, and precision-made, like and expensive baby doll, skin like flesh-colored enamel, blend of white and crea, and baby-blue eyes, small nose, pink lips and fingernails.."

Nicee. This book is rad. I need to read it more.

Myspace is funner. I think. I can get on there now, so I'm happy.

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